Write what’s on your mind

I spent my youth immersed in the bliss of reading, writing, and creating. As college ended I panicked at the threat of economic peril and so I went to law school, blinded by fear and seeing no foreseeable option. Thought maybe I could utilize my writing skills and help people. I graduated, got a job at a firm instead, and now it has been years of utter boredom and wasted potential.

I spend hour after hour representing insurance companies. I spend hour after hour reading documents or preparing or stressing. It has taken me one full month to read a 300 page book. I’ve written nothing. I’ve painted nothing.

Everything is fucked and I have wasted my life.

>girl is flirty with me for a couple months, I'm not really into her
>one night figure fuck it might as well, when she invites me to come watch a movie with her say yes
>get to her room
>all lights off
>she tells me to get into bed
>with clothes on
>wat.jpg
>starts talking all this platonic shit
>turns out she just wants to cuddle
>tries to get me to stay the night
>no
>leave
>next time we meet, both act like nothing ever happened, she's friendly so I figure it's just blown over
>see her again a few days ago after being out for a month
>she 180-runs as soon as she sees me

WHAT THE FUCK IS A WOMAN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Will somebody read this? If they do will they understand it? Probably not. Words don't carry as much meaning as they should carry.

She wants you to rape her, user. Trust me; I know. I'm a muslim.

>listening to her will to get raped
>not god's will to rape her
you're no muslim bruv

>>turns out she just wants to cuddle
>tfw when thats all I ever wanted
>tfw no women ever tried to understand
>tfw when I never expected them to understand
>tfw I don't even understand it
>tfw completely disillusioned by sexuality
>tfw reverting back to lost childlike notions of relationship
>tfw when forming asexual pedophilic predilection
>tfw resigned to the pathetic futility of my own identity

This is the most depressing shit I’ve seen. Quit or kill yourself.

I'm sorry to hear that user, I'm majoring in philosophy, politics, and law and I'm also considering law school just because I don't know if a PPL degree is going to get me a high paying job that I actually enjoy. If you don't mind me asking, why did you do insurance law? Everyone's different of course but I imagine there are areas of law that sound more interesting than insurance. Also, what was your undergrad major?

Writing in concrete is no different than a sand sculpture.

For what history does it bear other than with those that witness it?

How more remembered should it be and does being seen in greater volume increase its history, and what history does it truly relate?

What stories are told beyond conjecture of a time that one wasn’t present for?

I majored in philosophy and english lit. I took the job at the insurance firm because despite my good grades, the market is shit, and the only other options were white collar/M&A stuff or public interest. I did public interest work for a bit but it simply couldn’t pay the bills, and even then I was working 60 hour weeks minimum.