/FeelsAndChill/

>moot

That dumb cuckold isn't boss around here anymore

We're under new and better leadership

You know, I think 75% of the reason I browse Veeky Forums is for feels. 20% is for the humor/culture. 5% is for the fitness. I mean I love lifting and fitness... But I never really feel like talking about it.

"Yeah weights and shit guys"

Watching my ex slowly turn into a partyslut before my eyes. Genuinely gave a shit about her, and now she's self destructing. This is the purest form of despair I've ever experienced.

Hitting a wall with my OHP, but lifts progressing nicely otherwise. Getting real fucjing tired of oats though.

yeah

lolwhut? don't 99% of girls go through a partying slut phase?
it's just something fun to play around with for a while when you're still young. not to mention the male attention feeds their egos
it's to be expected
doesn't make her a bad person

Sorry to hear that brother. How old is the girl? Unfortunately dating girls younger than you can be shitty because they love to go through a party slut phase and it usually destroys the relationship.

>tfw everyone is complimenting my gains
>tfw she barely notices me

>was bullied to the point of suicide in middle school/early high school
>got in fights all the time, never hit back because I'd get in trouble
>kids would literally tell me to kill myself on a daily basis
>used to get left anonymous notes in my locker about how much of a failure I am
>home life is terrible, parents always fighting, mom tells me I was a mistake on night, dad tells me its my fault they fight
>too pussy to kill myself, start self harming without telling anyone
>eventually its too much, hang myself with a bandanna in the bathroom at school
>I blackout, knot comes undone, I wake up and an hour has passed
>decide to go to the counseler because shit is bad
>spill everything to him but the self harm and suicide attempts
>he says he won't tell my folks
>get home, parents are beyond mad, tell me I made them look bad and how I'm a disgrace
>grounded me for 6 months, couldn't do anything, couldn't see my friend anymore
>get made to read a book called "A Child Called It" and my mom tells me my life is good and this is what bad is like
>realize I can never get help again
>smoke weed everyday, skip school and booze as a freshman
>2 more suicide attempts before we move schools and states

I've blocked most of my childhood out. All the people that bullied me came from rich families with connections to AAA schools. I'm working a labor job and taking online classes. I've struggled with suicide for a long time. At this point I don't give a fuck about anything. We all gotta die sometime.

im jealous
i was always the best academically. didn't get into oxford because i didnt study for the retarded test because i thought i didnt have to, even though i ended up with best A level results in school
the kid who got in to oxford from my class wasn't as smart as me but he studied a ton for the test and had a lot of help for interview etc from the head teacher of my school who hated me. now he's living it up and im nothing
ever since my life spiraled into a pile of shit lel
what subject are you reading

>go out with girl from work several times over a month
>creep her out I think and scared her off
>wake up today feeling great, glad that there's no anxiety about her leaving any more
>go to work
>see her
>life is sucked out of me