Who is she, Veeky Forums?

I want to lose weight and get flexible. Used to skateboard like fuck just under a decade ago, and now I'm so fat and out of shape can barely fucking kickflip without pulling an abdominal muscle.

Just want the body I had at 17 to come back.

I don't know who she is but the last couple of months I've been having dreams about meeting the same girl in different scenarios. The first time was in a post apocalyptic scenario and I was all alone until I ran into her and I made it my mission to protect her; the second time was at like an american style summer camp place that was haunted by her but she wasn't really a ghost, more just like a spirit thing that could take a physical or ghostly form, and I ended up stopping her from being an evil spirit, and just more random scenarios like that. At the start of the dream she always hates me but we're forced to stick together for whatever reason and eventually we become dependant on each other and fall completely in love. I know its autistic as fuck but I feel so happy and comfortable when I'm with her. I've been lifting for her so I can be strong for her for when I meet her in real life.

Dreams are just vague visions of the future, right brehs?

Bruh ;____;

>she got fat

I met her 3 years ago, starting high school. We're both 18 now. She's a petite nerdy girl with beautiful brown eyes and soft hair.

We started writing a research paper together about two years ago. She's the most driven and ambitious person I have ever known. She wants to be a doctor, as do I, and we may even apply for the same uni.

I'm pretty sure she's my soulmate, I can talk to her about anything and I can't help but smile every time I see her. I can see it on her face as well, I know she wants to be with me too and keeps hinting towards it.
But I also know I'll probably ruin her.
She works unreasonably hard on her studies. Like some Japanese type level shit. Despite it she's still unreasonably fit for her level of physical activity.
She used to spend all her time studying, not even celebrating her birthday, but this year I threw her a surprise wake up party. She was the happiest I've ever seen someone. I remember her putting her head on my shoulder and closing her eyes for a few seconds.

I want her so bad. I know she feels the same. She keeps feeling my arms and chest and calls me sweet names. But there is nothing I fear more than her being unhappy because of me. Failing to get into uni because of me and blaming me would absolutely kill me inside.
It hurts so much to hang out with her 5 days a week in school knowing I can't have her.
I just want to wake up next to her in the morning, and to stay up late making love to her and talking about everything.
I can see spending my entire life with absolutely no regrets, I feel like we're two aliens in this world and she completes me. She's never had a boyfriend, and I'm pretty sure she's a kissless virgin. She's the purest and most compassionate person I know.

I've asked her if she would want to be roomates in an apartment in case we go to the same city for uni and she seemed really into the idea. I really hope we don't drift apart after high school. Wish me luck brehs.

/blog

yeh sure senpai :(

>she neglects our relationship because workaholic
>feel alone and start lifting
>start to think about getting buff and leaving her
i never really wanted this kind of feel

still a dyel tho

Yeah you're right user I'm sure she'd be much happier with tyrone anyway. You wouldn't want to ruin her life when she can always just raise black kids on her own, or with you since you're so willing to platonically yake care of the woman you're in love with for some reason lol

>Who is she fit?
My oneitis gf

>Why does she inspire you to lift?
She loves my avid gym and healthy eating lifestyle. She is a cardio bunny, but even then she loves to join in on my workouts sometimes. She is very supportive and gives endless encouragement. I do the same for her of course. Couldn't be happier desu.

You don't have to be so edgy man. A big part of her success in her academic life is extreme hard work.
I know she doesn't have time for a healthy relationship, at least not right now, and putting away time for me might hurt her grades and make her hate me for it.
I'd rather just be her friend than lose her completely.