I fucking hate getting old

>Tfw actually had this but will never have it again
>Love will never be as pure, and everything I have from now on will be further and further down hill
>Desperately want children, but don't know how I could afford them and am terrified of having to send them for mandatory state social programming
>Desperately want a good woman, but don't trust a single one out there due to being old and jaded myself
>Getting older and older, watching the decline of the great civilization of my ancestors
>Only desire left is to go down fighting in some war I believe in, like the warriors of old
>No military in the world is currently fighting for anything worth dying for, will never be in the military
>I have given up hope of having a loving family in a great civilization, and I can't even go down in a blaze of glory in hope of creating a better world for my people

All I want is a meaningful life, this day to day meaningless consumerist grind makes me feel dead already. I'll never kms, but I don't want to shamble along until old age watching my people and civilization die as my ancestors roll in their grave

i dont know if it makes you feel better but this lifestyle died a long time ago, along with any girl that would do this shit with you so you didnt exactly miss out

grow up thegoldenone/varg jerkoff

...are you serious? Pubs, clubs, hobby spots, work, ect.

It's one of the reasons dating gets easier after that age. After they climb off the cock carousel they realize, oh fuck I'm not happy, and either become cat ladies or chill the fuck out a bit.

>Pubs, clubs, hobby spots, work, ect.
>pubs clubs
not once
>hoppy spots
nah
>work
don't shit where you eat

>and either become cat ladies or chill the fuck out a bit.
And get uglier, tits fall, ass falls, fat everywhere

Fuck me i will never get another Veeky Forums gf with whom i can lift until we both die

>and user never kissed a lady again.

Cool story bro.

>Wanting children in a healthy society, or fighting to create one is so rare that shitposters actually attack you for it
>This is the state of current year

So what exactly do you want to do with your life user? Don't you have any desire to do something actually meaningful with your life?

i want someone for my heart, user, not someone to only make my dick wet

who /a girl gives you your drive to better yourself/ here
also
/no aim in life being single/ here