Heart

How big is the bottle? What's your weight?

A liter, I'm 5.4" (yeah, im a manlet, i should kms bla bla bla) 60kg, would say ~16%bf

After all this shit I might have to do it

Let me guess, you're on beta-blockers and coumadin. You might faint if you do cardio, since beta blockers lower BP and heart rate, so that's out of the question. Doctor tell you to stop lifting permanently or just for the first few weeks? I'm guessing you could lift light. Better be careful around those weights, you're gonna bruise like a banana.

well, lifting definitely leads to hypertrophy of your heart which could lead to myocardial infarction if you have bad heart health.

I was under the impression that cardiac hypertrophy only happens if you lift heavy at rest?

>lift heavy at rest

what? I dont know what you mean by this? Ventricular hypertrophy usually occurs with any kind of physically demanding activity in order to increase stroke volume.

But is it not making my heart healthier?

I know that feel. I just found out I have Wolff Parkinson White syndrome. Dont know all the ramifications of it yet, read that some kind of surgical burning can treat it.
tfw I only found out because of lifting. Stopped before I even really started.

yet you worry about your fucking lifts? fuck off you lush you were never gonna make it

it is.... but if your coronary arteries are not supplying enough blood to the area of tissue that had gone under hypertrophy, this will lead to no contractions in area of heart that isn't getting enough blood, which leads to even more hypertrophy, which could lead to even more amount of tissue not contracting. This basically results in enlarged heart but not a significant increase in stroke volume. So your heart is trying to work really hard to even just contract let alone try to pump blood. But again, this only happens if you have a bad circulatory system going on or just a messed up heart.