fucked 1st in late 20s . I was celibate since I wanted to find a woman Id love, for my first time. It never happened. So I fucked a girl who liked me and my dick liked her. She was a solid person and break up was mutual for reasons I wont go into here.
As other anons say, its overhyped. I throatfucked her, I tied her up, I did all I wanted with her and it was NICE AND COOL BUT it wasnt worth all the worry and stress that YOU feel right now.
I know. I went trough that. And If I could tell one thing to past me it would be - relax, love yourself, walk like you own the world, smile like u got no troubles at all AND CONSUME WOMEN THAT YOU LIKE DONT EVER POSTPONE CONTACT OR SEX BE A BEAST JUST GO 4 IT AND NEVER EVER APOLOGIZE.
Now that I have all the experience fucking and a lot approaching and seducing (100s of approaches) I literally dont have desire to go out and meet women.
As soon as I see a woman I know from her "vibe" if she is good 4 me, and most are empty headed sluts who would devalue me as human bean if I were with them. So I effort to control my urges via noporn and nofap with letting off steam here and there.
When I see a woman I dig, I absolutely approach and talk to her, but that shit happens on a few-monthly basis, few times a year, and clubbing etc is not a place I feel comfy meeting women. Too narcissistic.
But daylight and on the street - I AM KING. I love it that way. Get more mires too.
And u can see the true beauty not the "club edition" thots.
Basically: go for women u like not for uggos
read Manual - how to give women what they want - by W. Anton it will clarify everything.
never apologize
in sex use woman for your pleasure
and enjoy life
I went trough lot of pain of not finding the One which I wanted to be my 1st, and finally in my late 20s I said FUCK IT, and fucked. But if u feel the FEEL and know the PAIN, I want u to know - its not worth it. No woman can be worth that pain, so just stop hurting urself. Its all gonna be alright.