Tfw there are actually extremely intelligent people devoting their life to asking questions like "is there objective...

You....You are not part of a brotherhood?
The ways of old are truly in shambles.
I sense great power in you.
I am of the Order of fire.
The mages closest to the morning star. The slow flame of Europe. Italia.

No, I am not part of a brotherhood. I was approached but they decided to shroud it as a game rather than be direct. Without direction/form I could not 'become'. The ways of old have forgotten how to communicate effectively, or perhaps they have let fear dismantle their faith.

*shrug* I do not deny my power. I did not ask for it though, nor does anything in existence seek to utilize it.

Sei bellissima, tesoro mio

Actually, I think you would much prefer: Amore é gioia, amore é gelosia, amore é soffrire, amore é tenerezza, amore é calore. Amore sei tu!

You flatter me. Not that it is any of my business but...

Have you ever heard of the story of "The men of the left handed path"?

Path number 2 leads to a higher k/d

I don't flatter you, I describe you.

And no, I haven't heard the story. I think you underestimate how starved I have been of an actual cultural/religious/spiritual upbringing.

However, I do know: (?)!>0

I mathematically derived that love is a universal concept. The only real knowledge I seek now is how to be accepted by society, or at least generate an income.

Reissman would disagree with you.

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It is an old story. From a tomb that changes for whomever reads it. However I will give you a clue on how to find the story.

The brains left deals with logic. Its right with art. Where does each begin and the other start?
Put the left on the right and turn to the sight. Eyes on heaven, heavens eyes on you.

It gave me strength to go on user. Maybe it will give it to you too.

Yes. You see this is the method that acceptance into the Free Masons was attempted. It is an excess of abstraction which I can only interpret as a desire to be vague for reasons unknown.

A desire for vagueness I can only interpret as fear of spreading information, so there is something to hide. If you wish to hide something, then I won't seek it because I infer it to only be polite to not go where I am not wanted.

I'm fine with being too autistic to be special but it really aggravates me that everyone assumes I have baseline understandings that virtually all humans get via environment/culture/upbringing/something; my life has been provided with none of these.

However, I always welcome the desire to help me. So, thank you. I am sorry that I am unable to utilize it in a fashion. I don't need the strength to move ever-forward though.

My wife and soon-to-be-born daughter is enough. It just doesn't help said income/societal acceptance (as they go hand-in-hand).

HYPHEN.

>societal acceptance
acceptance by whom (describe the persons/group) are you mostly looking for?

Although I suffer from this problem I don't think it's from being intelligent. I think what happens is that you develop an awareness of the unconscious detection of patterns, become interested in it, and develop this hyper awareness. Then you become interested in any topic deeply, because you now love patterns. What happens next is that you always border the line of insanity, and you physically or imagine that you painfully feel your brain processing millions of patterns. And as you go deeper into the maths and sciences you begin becoming crossing the border quicker and quicker...and then you just wait and hope for your day to never come.