Hey Veeky Forums, I'm 21 and just dropped out for the second time due to disinterest

I'm not trolling

Truly

Then you're severely and devastatingly lacking in self-awareness.

Good luck..

Hey, OP. Are you sure you don't have an autism spectrum disorder? I'm not asking for the "fucking autists" meme, I'm just curious. You obviously have some problems, and they are very similiar to what I used to experience.

Don't get into poker, no matter how well you do, you'll lose every bit of capital you have and try to take loans to pay off the debt you accumulate.

go to Vegas
fuck bitches
???
make money

You could always be a Professional Poker player, win money, and then get back into school and reapply to finish with your Bacheler's degree.

I.E. I did that too (except the Poker part of course)

This.

Go to a trader school.

>I'm 21 and just dropped out for the second time due to disinterest.
This is a self-deception, you just couldn't hack it or didn't want to do the work so you've gaslighted yourself into believing it was about interest. But really you don't admit your own failure and that's why you suck. And it's why you shouldn't try to count cards, because you'll be just as bad at that because you have no discipline, maturity or self-awareness.

>Are you sure you don't have an autism spectrum disorder?

Not sure. I've never seen any kind of mental health professional.

>very similiar to what I used to experience

What's that and how did you get over it?

>Don't get into poker

Okay, I won't

>just couldn't hack it or didn't want to do the work so you've gaslighted yourself into believing it was about interest.

That was a mistype. I should have said due to lack of motivation, because that was the real cause, the lack of interest was a result of the lack of motivation. The lack of motivation occurred irrespective of interest, but due to a combination of overworking myself in highschool, loneliness, internet addiction, and whatever else is wrong with me.

>you don't admit your own failure

I think I'm past that at this point. The expectations I have for myself are so much lower than my original mark that it's funny to me. It's actually laughable and I truly don't care about humiliation/loser-hood because that would just make the joke funnier.

>that's why you suck

I think my inability to take effective action is what's shitty about me.

Casinos now use unlimited decks so counting cards is useless.