Schizophrenia

This right here 100 times. Be sure to get the unexpurgated version by Joan Acocella. Enjoy that, you lucky user!

You can Rimbaud on a weekend and still make good by being back to work on Monday, giving up poetry for reasons no one cares to imagine - mostly on the basis that those who enjoy reading Rimbaud don't believe a man could suddenly decide he didn't like who he was last night.