Write what's on your mind

I've gone around 24+ hours without food before. Not fun, but it's not as bad as I had anticipated. Though granted I did almost nothing except merely lie on the bed so wasn't burning much in the way of calories.

I need to get a job.

I want a girlfriend who turns out to be an alien and then she takes me to her far away planet so I can save them and become their leader then come back to Earth and take over and establish a new order by putting the aliens in charge which I already did 3000 years ago as they're known to us now as the Jews.

I'm so shallow I don't think I have any thought of my own. People say i'm insightful but I highly doubt it. I'm even struggling to think of anything to type here. I'm 90% silent and 10% saying 'yes' 'no'. I struggle to form sentences in my own mind I think mostly in pictures. I over question myself acting as my own therapist, I don't know why I act the way I do... but I have theories. Maybe I'm too anti-confrontational, my dad was angry when i was a teen. Or maybe i'm actually gay, I didn't have these thought until I did drugs at uni, but at the same time I've never felt stress until Uni. And I've heard that stress can exaggerate underlying mental illness. My mother says i'm autistic but won't admit to it sober, i'm too far gone that i wouldn't even address a doctor. I've had a constant head ache but i don't want to bother a doctor with that. I'm lost at sea adrift on waste plastic but that's how I've always felt.
Do you think there are certain types of people that constantly get repeated throughout history, I hope i'm one of them and that if i do end up dead in a ditch it's because history drove me there, and not myself.
This is only a reflection of my deeper self that I show no-one I have friends and I'm a hoot (apparently) but somethings are like a scalpel and others a river.

Says more about you than it does them user.

15,000 a day? Dude are you like 400 lbs? Lmao holy shit m8 unironically kys

We're in love after telling ourselves we wouldn't fall for each other, as it's summer and she goes to a different Uni, but it happened anyway, and she goes to Denmark for a semester in the fall. In the spring I will go to Russia to study for the semester. All in all the earliest I can see her after the middle of August is December, and we're not doing the long distance thing, but we're going to keep talking. I'll probably drunkenly write her letters and sleep around, try to focus on lifting and getting good grades, to try to distract myself from the fact that she knows I'll be thinking about her as she likely is getting coffee with some pale Blond Danish pussy boy, and that while she sits there with the Danish kid she'll probably be comparing him to me, yearning for me as much as I do for her while I fuck random girls to distract myself from the guttural pain that comes when I am reminded of her absence.

Nothing wrong with consensual sex between siblings.

When will eth hit 1000 and when can we send all not anglos out of Australia, usa, Canada, UK, nz, s Africa